split personality

"lets enjoy life man!! its your last yr . "
" no daa!! i have to do a lot of work."
"but you wont get back this time in future. this is the golden period of your life."
" ya but i have to mug a lot. i have to finish my assignments, then gre is there and cat and my BTP"
" why to bother about the future. at every point of life anxieties will always be with you. but you wont be able to get this freedom never in your life. you will regret later."
" but... what about my apping. i want to study further........actually i dont know".
"just think what do you want?give it some time"
"i mean....................(falters)............"
"what do you mean? now i want to listen to pink floyd. just do it!! and tomorrow we will go for a movie.....right(authorative)"
"yeah right!!!!"


is there anybody out there...................
is there anybody out there...................
(music)

mayhem in hostel night

it was 6th april- jam hostel night. the music was good,the food was ok but the ice cream ,it seems was free. it was a small stall and two men were trying to serve ice-cream to our IIT junta. but as usual there was no properqueue and stall was no where to be seen. to get in to get ice-cream was difficult and to get out was almost impossible.
Then suddenly some genious came up with an innovative method.
steps were as follows:
1. just take an empty cup.
2 from a two feet(or more depending on ur capability) distance away from the stall stretch ur hand into the stall.
3 take your hand out after 2 min. , your cup will be full of ice-cream(your hand will also be).

using this technique i managed to take two cups of ice-cream.

14th april: godav hostel night.
every hostel`s mess(used to be) is a big hall. on one of the corners ,where water cooler used to be put, our ice-creamwala was sitting.( he thought this much space is sufficient).
but our junta was getting desperate( as usual despos).
well desponess(spelling!) is quite obvious. first of all we are in chennai. second we are in IIT and it is usually very hot(weather). thirdly, himalaya is quite far away so junta generally misses their breakfast, dinner , lunch.( we are planning for a hunger strike on 17th april in protest of reservation). so hostel night is an opportunity which nobody wants to miss.
well coming back to godav. situation was really bad and few of my friends gave up on this( they managed in jam night).
here it was worse than jam and they were taking coupons also.(thank god no stall was there! it was cement).well the funda didnt worked here and you have to make your way through the junta. i managed to squeeze myself and asked for the ice-cream. after putting much fight i got an empty cup and asked the man to do his job.
"coupon sir!"
coupon ws in my pocket and it was impossible for my hand to do this. i asked my friend to take it out of my back pocket. he smiled but nobody at that time bothered about that.
"abe right wale mein dekh naa." i shouted but by that time empty cup was also gone. after 15 minutes i somehow got the ice-cream. but to my dissapointment the ice-cream was not that good but it gave me a satisfaction of being victorious. but i still remember the lines of kumar on the day of jam hostel night-" never cross the queue. its bad behaviour". but there has to be a queue first of all.

reality bites???

college life is fun!!! you live a very careless life(atleast me!!). but life has something else to offer. with most of us doing an outsourced job or any other job which is related to west, we are being pushed into slavery. this fact might not be visible to many but this thing has created concentrated centres of developed economy. with most of the country without power we talk about internet creating a revolution. although it is true that internet has changed the country to some extent but mostly limited to cities.
Our country is not bangalore or bombay. reality is something else. time has changed but situation remains the same. we are still not united. we are still slaves!! we have accepted english but not hindi(especially in south india) as the language for communicating with someone else. Regionalism has seriousely crippled the country although we boast of it. We seriousely need to have some uniformity throughout the country whether it is language , attitude or the same fire of nationalism which was seen 100 years ago.

we are considered as the competitor of china by US who doesnt manufacture anything in India but in china.
manufacturing is an integral part of any economy. services alone cannot provide an equal distribution of economy. outsourcing has created services but not manufacturing. unless the skills learned in colleges are put in manufacturing we cant change anything. we have a large man power. the only thing we need to change is the attitude-the attitude of immitating the west. we are indians and we should remain so. but this things are not happening in the present scenario which hurts!!! China has still maintained its language and has forced the companies to learn their language. They have also forced the companies to give away their technology to them if they want to work there. That sort of potential we also need to develop.

These things cannot be changed in few days. The need of the hour is to be aware of things happening around in the country. to be aware of what is wrong and right.

But these things are very idealistic. I cant change them alone. But the reality is that in coming years I am also going to be the part of this slavery which has a strong grip over our country. the need is to find a clever way of absorbing their technology , generating new ideas, and putting that thing for the need of the country. this seems obvious but its not happening!! IT has given us money but it has not helped in generating ideas which can fulfill the needs of the country. the country is a lot more backward than “banglore”.

I want to do something for my country which can bring prosperity in “the real sense”. One thing I am sure of is that I will free myself from this slavery and will be the part of a group which is trying hard to make our country a better place.

Jai hind!!!!!!!!!!!

emech lab reports

ONLY FOR ELEC JUNTA
caution:OTHERS DONT READ.

junta this is an open forum for all elec junta to share their cribs with emec lab report(no abusing).after a lot of effort to reduce pain in the.... through ee mail,this is yet another effort.well here i would like to narrate some of the incidents which has stunned me.the first day of correction of emech lab report:
the TA seems to be pained from life.being bp 1 looked like a disciple of sarthi(sorry for abusing!) or may be gas rao.he was not happy with my circuit diagram.my mistake was i took a snap of my circuit at some other instant.i forgot to take it while starting the experiment.he was not happy with my handwriting.actually that is a fact that nobody has ever been happy with my handwriting.i never used to take part in handwriting competiton in my school time.that was not my interest.i cant help it man!
next week:
TA-"you have answered all the questions correctly"
i was delighted.
"therefore i m giving u 7.5 out of 10".
smile on my face gone.i stared at him for some 1 minute and said-"i deserve atleast 8".
he gave me 8.
next week:
i came to know that sun is the source of energy.but how is that connected to induction motor.oh well hmm... i hope u all know.it was a revision of my class 7th till now.i dont know how will writing such big lab reports will help me in future(exams i mean!).
i think all the TAs should get married or somebody get them girlfriends yaar!.that might put their attention to something else which is much more fun!!!
i think have put a lot of fart.its just a time pass because ssd is very boring.

note:some of the hidden meanigs in the words have been used intentionally.
bye
take care

aim in life 2

well some other options had come to my mind since i wrote the last blog on my future plans.few months an entrepreneurship cell started its operation in iitm.series of lectures changed my mind.i started thinking of starting a business after my graduation(or pre final year!).and then started a series of events.
well this summer was fun ending with my sister`s wedding.but after that it was again me and my ideas.whether it was bedroom or dining table me and my colleauges(!) started thinking of ideas.my sister was very dissapointed with the lack of any chain of juice shops in bangalore.so she floated the idea of running a juice shop or juice shops.well idea was good but demande a lot of investments.then someone threw the idea(shayad main tha!) of running 50 thelas of juice shops all around the city.that may easily give us a profit of 20000 rs per day ideally.well obviously wasnt accepted.
then after few days i came back to iit.whenever i built a circuit a paralle processor started working in my mind on its economic aspects.then i met one prof who told companies buying an electrical instrument from germany for some lakhs of rupees but he told me that we can built it by investing some thousands of rupees(!).now my parallel processor started predicting future.after selling one piece i can earn lakhs of rupees .then i will buy some property and sell it
and then make ten pieces and then open some consultancy firm etc etc.
whatever the the circuit involved in that electrical instrument is interesting .but my mind is still running towards ias .





'karm kar phal ki ichha mat kar'-rightly said.
thats all for now.

cup!

why are we afraid of getting a cup!
fear of lowering of prestige in front of our friends.
fear of your career being ruined.
fear of parents getting angry.

now i will list some of the advantages of getting a cup!

tasting this experience for the first time makes u a bit independent.
you are afraid of nothing.
you dont have any fear of examination.
do whatever you want.
your career become more secure because you know by mugging after getting a cup wont do you anything better.you search for other options in life.
you do things of which you are passionate about.(it may even some branch related stuff which you always feel like doing).
u see 6 and nine with a only a diffrence of 3.
you never crib .u become philosophical.
u think knowledge should be given away(from 9 pointer to 6 pointer).
you say things like you cant teach a fish to fly.

disadvantages of getting a 9,bp and other related stuff!!
you always feel the person in front of you is doing better or might do better.so u mug more.
you say only two things mug and let me mug.
u end up becoming a professor and mug for life.
you think you have a better understanding of the subject and so u start ignoring people who dont have a better understanding.
u judge a person on the basis of his cg or rather rate on that basis.
u get a good job but you leave it to get a better one or rather end up going abroad for money.

so be a cupper and enjoy life!!!!!!!!!

darkness.........

what is darkness....................a question which i suppose no one can answer.darkness reflects the state of mind.when our mind cannot sense something which we call as light.darkness was not there untill i opened my eyes .everything was bright.everything looke so calm.i didnt knew what was darkness.then after sometimes i was thrown into this darkness.i wasnt able to see anything but still i was forced to understand it.it was blank.it was nothing.somebody is trying to make me understand this thing.but i am not willing to.i want to get back to that light.i am searching for it.i have forgotten what was light.but still i am searching for it.i cant see light but i can see the color of darkness.the brightest colour is in my mom`s eyes-the purest form.sun gives us something.people say that is light.but i cant feel it.it is not brighter than what i dont remember.
i see darkness in human emotions.i see it in the mirror.i see it in temple.i see it in my teacher.i see it when i think something.i see it when i dream.i am getting frustrated with it.i want to go back to light.i want my eyes to be dazzled.but one thing stops me!hope.this thing keep me alive.
i hope to see light in this darkness.i hope to see light in my mirror.i hope to see light on everybody`s face.and the hope that i can achieve it.i hope to see light in unity.i hope to see light in happiness.i hope to see light in my thoughts.i hope......................